Anthony

So last night was our holiday party.  I was hung over from the night before so I thought why nit just start drinking again.  After a bottle of Moet Rose Champagne and 10 Christmas Cookie Martinis, I was in rare form!!

I ended up passing out on the couch at 9pm! Luckily most people had left other than my friends so they thought it was funny.  I dont know if I should be embarrassed or just laugh it off.  For now I am just laughing about it and thanks to facebook I now have pictures to remind me!

Wow I made a huge mistake last night.  I let my feelings for someone plus the alcohol take over and did something that I should not have.  I know it was a mistake on my part but also on their part, but it feels like I am the one who is being blamed for it.  I am the one who ended up crying myself to sleep.  I shouldnt have let it bother me like it did but thats what happens when you fall for someone.  Talk about mixed signals, there couldnt have been more last night.  Holding my hand, whispering in my ear, kissing me……. But now it has all been taken back.  What to do but move on I guess.  Guys are not worth crying over I always say but this one is/was.

This is my first post.  I am not sure really what to even say.  I am at work already trying to get stuff done before my students arrived.  As soon as I got here I wished I had called in sick to get some more of my Christmas shopping done.  The days are getting away from me and before I know it I will be on a place out of the US for Christmas!! Hopefully today will fly by but I have a feeling that may not be the case.  Also having issues with my Blackberry!!! I hate VERIZON! It might be time to get the IPhone!!!!!